I've only got 50 bucks.

I know I’ve been awol for a while, but I have an excuse. A “friend” of mine, kinda choked me. And she thought it was a joke, but it wasn’t cause I couldn’t breathe. ~La-Duh.~ Well, she got in trouble for it. Obviously, because we were in the middle of class. And she got suspended and then she hated me, and then she got everyone else to hate me. And then I fell down the stairs at school and sprained my ankle, and everyone thought she pushed me, but she didn’t, and so she got in more trouble and then more people hated me. And blah blah blah, you don’t care. But it was really hard for me. And it’s easy for me to type this all detached, but it seriously hurt, having everyone hate me. And falling down the stairs hurt too.

So, I just feel like I can’t keep up with this blog anymore. I’m really sorry, especially to the girl behind Alli, cause she’s absolutely amazing, but I just can’t. I really hope she finds someone else soon, cause she’s really, really great. Someone help her find another Owen. I know whoever will be better than me.

If you actually like me, not Owen, but me, I do have a personal. It’s christinemerrill.tumblr.com. 

You guys have been so great to me. I adore my RP family, and of course, the girl behind Alli. You’re such great writers, all of you, and I feel so honored to work with you.

Thank you all so much. I’m incredibly sorry. Bye.   

heartalli asked: Hey,

So I miss you, when can I come see you again?

I'm pouting but you can't see it.

Sooon. Tomorrow’s Valentines Day, isn’t it? 

Anonymous asked: Alli doesn't seem like your type, like you play football and hang out with Fitz and kinda bully people.

While she's a dumb girly girl, who probably could even cheer you on at a game. And hangs out with nerds.

Do you really think that it will last?

What do you mean isn’t my type? Beautiful, smart, funny? Whose type isn’t that?

And, I’ll admit i’m a bully, but i’m trying really hard to change for Alli.

Alli isn’t dumb at all, she’s practically genius. Why would it be bad to have my girlfriend cheer me on at a game? And Alli just hangs out with smart people, since, if you refer to the above statement, she’s smart.

So, Anon, the answer is yes, I do think we’ll last. Because I love Alli more than anything. And for some odd reason she loves me too.

Un-eventful day.

But i cannot wait for a weekend with Alli.

heartalli asked: Suffocate me, sounds better than dinner at my house...

It's up to you. I don't mind just coming by and seeing you.

You can meet them if you really want. But don’t say I didn’t warn you.

heartalli asked: You're scared of them liking me?

I don't have to meet them if it makes you uncomfortable...

It’s not that. It’s just, if they like you, then they’ll practically suffocate you.

heartalli asked: Baby, my parents hate everything involving my happiness.

But yes I am going to go through the same stress process. I want them to like me, because I like you so much.

They will like you.

That’sactuallywhati’mscaredof.

heartalli asked: I hope so. I want them to like me.

Now you’re gonna go through the intense-i-hope-they-like-me-stress that i went through before I met your parents.

And they still hate me anyways…

heartalli asked: You do remember mine don't you?

I'll take my chances with odd...
I just hope they like me.

Of course they’ll like you.

Anonymous asked: Y U DATE YOUNGER BITCHES?

Alli’s the only girl i’ve ever dated that’s younger than me.